time heals everything. during the healing process, you dont think it does. you feel as if nothing will ever change. the pain will never fade, the hurt will never dim. but it does. along the way, you can remember everything, occasionally recede back until more time passes.

eventually everything falls back into place. eventually. years pass. things are forgotten. names, places, emotions. who you were then no longer exits. everything is right.

then one day. you see something. hear something. a name. a mentioning. an idea. a place. one day. it all come flooding back. but you remember everything. including the pain. but this time. it doesnt hurt. the bitter sweet memory of what used to be has already healed. and never again will you even be able to want to go back.

but thats okay.